Just Stuff.

Okay, so, at the request of my dear friend Strohs, I'm going to blog about something happy, since it seems I've only been blogging when upset. 

This past weekend I did the Walk MS and raised about $365 dollars. It was an absolute blast, I had a great time and plan on making it a yearly thing. I can't wait for next year! =D

Then this upcoming weekend is my birthday! We're driving out of town to stay in a hotel for the weekend, just me, my mom, 5 of my friends, and quite possibly my Aunt T! =) I'm INSANELY excited. I can barely contain my joy and I just want the next two days to go by faster, meaning of course that they'll just slow down even more just to spite me. LOL. But oh well. I just REALLY want this birthday to go well for once. I want to have an incredible time and forget all the bullshit that I've had to deal with lately. I can't wait! -Sigh- Cross your fingers for me, I want this weekend to go well! 

*Ash Nay*

P.S. Happy enough for you big sis? LOL!  

WHY!?!?!

Why are you not here for me even though I've always been there for you!? 

Why does nothing ever go right for more than a few hours? 

Why did you have to leave town now?

Why are you such an asshole? 

Why did I let myself become so attached to you?

Why can't I help her!?

Why does SHE have to be sick? I'll take it! Just make her better, I'll cough for her! 

Why, after all the times I've put plans aside to help everyone else, am I always alone when I need help?

Why do I have night terrors? 

Why does no one really understand? 

Why does Spring Break always go wrong?!? 

Why ME!?! 

Why? 

*Ash Nay*